I've decided to see how far I can take this and have made a rule for myself that anytime I am at home, I will be wearing womens clothing. I did this because while I often feel like dressing up, sometimes I feel like doing anything but. I suppose it's my male side coming thru, and I've struggled to find out if I could balance the two, and perhaps manage when these feeling occur. That hasn't worked thus far, and this is my new plan.
On Sunday, I was feeling decidedly manly, with no desire to be wearing pantyhose and a dress. I was looking at some photos of other girls and kept telling myself, "this is what you are and what you need to be." Despite my internal objections, I got dressed and spent the whole day at the house in a cute dress, tights, and 3in heels.
Continuing onward, I have spent the whole day today in a wool skirt, lavender sweater and awesome textured tights. This seems to be working so far.
I think I need to continue this plan an make an effort to be dressed in something cute anytime I'm at home. I've realized that the more I do this, the more normal it will become. It's become a bit second nature already, but maybe I'll be more comfortable in a dress in heels than my tennis shoes.
Monday, October 12, 2009
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